marriage on my mind…

Awhile ago someone asked me…, ‘Why do you want to get married?? (background: i got married last November to my college classmate, best friend and work and now life partner!!) You both are in a committed relationship… why create waves?? (background 2: well…part of the difficulty was…inter-religion…yes yes…do not groan. It IS an issue to a lot of people!!) Let it ride out for awhile longer and then we’ll discuss it again.

That day, I looked into myself again, and examined why I WANTED to get married. I ticked it off in my mind as I sat listening to the person counselling me.

After all, it was true, I was already in a committed relationship. I trusted him implicitly. I loved him dearly. I liked and respected the person he has made of himself, and look forward to the man he is going to be. We were 2 modern, forward-thinking individuals… not bound by most mores and traditions that bound our parents. Yet, here we were, or there I was… looking to get married after all!!

  • parental seal of approval?
  • independence?
  • societal approval?
  • legal recognition?
  • peer pressure?
  • the rise of the inner traditional??

What was it?? Or was it a combination of it all or some of them??

I was left pondering this at one level, when I was answering other questions at another…

…..that day though, the answer that came to my lips was what I had once (or maybe twice) heard in a movie…Shall we Dance. Susan Sarandon’s character gives this wonderful answer to, ‘Why is it that you think that people get married??….and she says, “We need a witness to our lives.  There’s a billion people on the planet, what does any one life really mean? But in a marriage, you’re promising to care about everything.  The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things, all of it, all of the time, every day.  You’re saying ‘Your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it.  Your life will not go unwitnessed because I will be your witness’.”

……and yes…I did get married. AS we were from different family backgrounds, religiously, we cobbled together functions from different regions to make our very own wedding. One part of me was juggling finishing the work we had on hand (yes…Design Cafe was working till the very day), getting ready for the wedding, moving my things to our new home slowly, trying to spend time with family that had come down for the functions and so much more…. and yet one part was still wondering why…what was going to change?? why?? why ?? Why???

…………well, the ruminations are going to be left for another day.

The day we were married (the first function was at home- a Tamil-styled Hindu wedding at my parents home that had all the heart of the wonderful traditions I grew up with…without the rites and religion), and after we all finished with lunch…the answer came shining clear to me… nothing had changed…nothing was going to. Well not at the heart of it. We already were a unit. Whatever the reasons were that we did it for… we were exactly where we wanted to be. We just had proclaimed it I guess (for the lack of something more profound!!), and it felt just fine.

And you know the damnedest thing?? So I go and tell all this to my guy and he patiently listens (did I say he lets me chatter at him whenever I need to??- yup he is a sweetheart!! 🙂 ), and then he says, ‘hmmm…well I knew that!’

Damn! What do you do? What can you do huh??

Its a perfect match!!! 🙂

…………………………………………

PS: My very dear friend gave me the gift of these lines from Kahlil Gibran for my wedding. In Thanksgiving…I now am going to share it forward…

You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore. 

You shall be together when white wings of death scatter your days. 

Aye, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God. 

But let there be spaces in your togetherness, 

And let the winds of the heavens dance between you. 

Love one another but make not a bond of love: 

Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls. 

Fill each other’s cup but drink not from one cup. 

Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf. 

Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone, 

Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music. 

Give your hearts, but not into each other’s keeping. 

For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts. 

And stand together, yet not too near together: 

For the pillars of the temple stand apart, 

And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other’s shadow. 

Advertisements

8 thoughts on “marriage on my mind…

  1. Very well written. And so true.
    Nothing changes at the heart of it. But life does become more of an excitement and occasional pain.. 🙂

    Congrats once again..

    • Thank you so much dilraz. 🙂 How ru doing girl?? love hearing about ur accomplishments and adventures!! Wishing you the best for everything.

  2. what beautiful lines from hollywood. we all want the fairy tale and when we find someone who shares in the “magic” of marraige…why wouldn’t we want it? happy things turned out for you. blessings!

    • Thank you so much. It seems corny at the surface, doesn’t it?? Lines from Hollywood films…but sometimes, they strike you at your own life moments, and resonate.

      What serves as a goulash town??

      • it does seem “corny”, but i think the world needs corny and cheesy. especially in matters of the heart. there’s too much reality out there and love needs magic to survive.
        a “goulash town” is a name that i came up with for the city i live in. in the state of Minnesota we are known for our hotdish. which is an amalgamation of any kind of meat, mixed with any kind of veggie stirred in with cream of anything soup. we usually put something crispy on top and bake. at any rate, my blog is a large dose of sarcasm and satire on the experiences i’ve had in this little town. folks are prejudice and the area is depressed which breeds ignorance and alcoholism. not everyone is like that here, but a stranger in a small town is a recipe for great story telling.

  3. Well gitu.. cheers to ur courage and ur belief in ur long standing relationship. The best of it all is that u made it happen (the wedding) and now u know that marriages are there to bind each other in all forms of life.

    The lines from Kahlil Gibran have always been inspirational to me from my younger days and I found it to be so true as I see myself flowing away happily in my marriage with Guru.

    Hope u guys keep up this ways always. Love..

    • Swarna…thank you so much!! Its been a great journey, and I’m eager to see what all adventures we’re going to have!! Didn’t come across the lines from Gibran till a coupe of years ago…love the sentiments. 🙂

      Man we ARE growing up, aren’t we??!!!
      Best best wishes to you too!! Love.

  4. hey gita…shall we dance, and that dialogue is my favourite too…so deep, yet so simply put! My take on relationships quite often 🙂

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s